Sunday, March 15, 2009

My head is full

My head is just full of thoughts . . . I think I'm just antsy for knowing "what's next" in our life?? I've been learning a lesson on patience but now I want to be done . . . I want answers, direction, and steps to take in a specific direction.

When I get impatient and uptight about things I start to think of all the things I want to have time to do each day. . . here's the short list . . .

do something creative
cuddle and snuggle with the kids on the couch
make a craft with my kids
scrapbook on my computer
make my house feel clean, organized, and smell good
have deep meaningful conversation with Jason
read a book
talk to my mom on the phone
play a game with the kids
read the bible
accomplish one of the "house projects" on my list
sit in quiet reflection
declutter any drawer, pile or room that needs it
make a yummy dinner

. . . . these thoughts all lead to frustration and it all just snowballs in my head and I feel anxious in my own skin.

Thanks for listening to the ramblings in my head. The sun is shinning and the kids are all playing out front so I think I'll go let the sun shine on me and fill my body with some of God's sunshine. He's the only one that can quiet the anxiety in me anyway!!

"Don't worry about anything; instead , pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done. Then you will experience God's peace." (Philippians 4:6 NLT)

1 comment:

Monica said...

I know exactly what you mean! I love that verse, I recite many times in a week. I hope things start making more sense for you!! You all have been in my thoughts alot lately. Miss ya!

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